Why did I do this to him?

Still in pain

Still in guilt

People can see that I'm heart broken

Why did I do this to him?

I was stupid

I wasn't thinking

How can I go back

Why did I do this to him?

I don't know what to do with my life

I wish I could go back and ake things right

Why did I do this to him?

I know he is mad

It's all my fault

Why did I say those things?

Why did I do this to him?

Change

Once you're finally free
There's no going back
When you see the person you can be
You can change yourself
And get your life back on track
Once your wings finally appear
You can see the world is much more clearer then it seems
When the things no longer holds you down
You're no longer lost
But you're finally found
Once you move forward
Tell your enemies good bye
Your voice can finally be heard
Escaping all the lies
Cleanse the evil that is inside

Help

I lost my one

I lost my everything

I'm stuck with this pain

I'm stuck with this hate

I wish I could go back

I wish I can make things right

I have no one aside me

I have no one that cares

Why don't I just die?

I've been bleeding for hours

It will never end

Why don't I just die?

I told them that I promise I wouldn't do it again

But instead they gave up and left me behind

I'm calling out for help but they can't hear me

It's like there is nobody here

Now I'm a lost person still crying out for help.

What is the meaning of life?

I look up in the sky

I see the days going by

I see the kids growing

I feel the wind blowing

What is the meaning of life?

We live to die

But we die to live

People grow up and die

Others get shot and die

What is the meaning meaning of life?

WE fight to survive

But then we die

So please tell me

What is the meaning of life?

No more

Tear my life into pieces

I can't do this anymore

I'm tired of how I'm being

I wish I could go back

To the person I was before

No one can change me back

I'm stuck like this forever

I need a new life I need a new family

I need a new everything

I'm tired of who I am

I hate getting these guilts

I hate getting hurt

I can't take it anymore

I can't stop cutting

I wish I could but its the stress that is making me do it

I can't take this life no more.

Why

Why do people lie to me?

Why do people want to fight me?

Why is it every time I help someone they hurt me?

Why do I go through these things?

Why am I still alive?

Why don't I just die?

Why doesn't anyone listen to me?

Why do people use me?

Why do I get depression problems now?

Why can't I find good friends?

Why doesn't anyone understand me?

Why should I live?

Why do I have scars?

Why do I get hurt?

Why don't I just runaway?

I want to know the truth instead of wondering why.

I want to shut the door and open my mind.

I want to know the answer no more lies.

I wanna runaway and open my mind.

If I

If I died to day will anyone notice?

If I stayed alive will anyone care?

If I talked to you would you talk to me?

If I was hurt will anyone help me?

If I was falling would you catch me?

If I was sad would you comfort me?

If I love you will you love me?

If I was in a fight would you help me?

If I ran away would anyone look for me?

If I was drunk would you take me home?

If I got shot would you take me to the hospital?

If I killed someone would you help me out?

Does She

Does she know I'm still here?

Does she know that I still care?

Does she know that I'm there?

Does she even bare?

I'm ready to runaway

I'm ready for her to say

I'm out in the cold

It keeps growing and growing.

Does she know that I'm dying?

Does she know that I'm not lying?

Does she know I'm still here?

Does she know I still care?

Does she that I'm there?

Does she even bare?

I'm in the dark crying

I'm done trying

I don't know what to say

I'm only thinking is running away

The pain is still growing and growing.

Does she know I'm dead?

These are the questions going through my head.

Goodbye

Sick of smiling

Tired of trying

Yeah I'm crying

But inside I'm dying.

I'm tired of everyone lying

I'm tired of smiling

I'm losing everyone

I'm losing my trust

Why don't I just end it

Cause in the inside I'm dying.

Why doesn't anyone listen

When I listen to them

Why do people use me

When I don't use them

Now the inside I'm dying.

I scar myself you see

I wish I wasn't me

Everyday in my head

I wish I was dead

I'm going to move away

Hopefully I can find better friends

But no matter what I'm going to end.

So goodbye to all my old friends

goodbye family and goodbye dreadful world

I am never coming back.

Lies

Everyday is a lies

I can't handle it in my life

I'm tired of being used

I'm tired of the abuse

They promise me that they wont lie

But as they go by

They lie, lie, lie.

I hate to lie

I hate my life

All i need is a knife

So now I lie, lie, lie.

So a cut through my arm

I wont hear the alarm

For now I'm gone

So goodbye to the lies

For the world is a

Lie, lie, lie.

I don't know what to think

After that lie

Should I let it go by

Or should i remember it till I die

For all this is a

Lie, lie, lie.

I Love You

The love of my life is my one and only

I will always be there like he is with me

We may be for apart but our love is strong

We share each others life and our problems

We take care of each others problems

We try to make each other happy

The only words i say to him is

I love you, I love you, I love you.

His name is ....................

He is all I ever need

I love him with all my heart

I never want to break his heart

I need him like he needs me

I trust him like he trusts me

The words he says to me is

I love you, I love you, I love you.

Our love is like no other

We'll love each other forever

The only words we say is

I love you, I love you, I love you.

Fighting With Her

Going through many lies

How can I trust someone going by

I ask for some help to forget

But what she did was get revenge that I regret

She blames me for things i do to her

When I do nothing but help her

But she always gives me a strife

Which is a pain in my life

How can I choose the one I love

When all these things are going through my head above.

My Love

My love is my cofidant

He listens to what I say

He helps me solve my problems

Be what they may.

My love wakes up my feelings

Like sunrise starts the new day

Time spent talking and laughing

We like play.

I never have to pretend

When my love is around me

I feel I'm taken care of

Our love is key.

Time has no meaning or end

What our new future will be

Something that's yet to be seen

I do love thee.

Butterflies

I see the butterflies drifting a long

Peacefully flying high up in the sky

Seeming to whisper a slow and sweet song

As the flutter their wings as they go by.

Compared to a beautiful bright red rose

Petals unfolding opening to May

Seeking the sunshine as gentle breeze blows

So too the butterfly flying its way.

After a long time the powdery wings

Grow weary and tired needing some rest

The movement of beating no longer sings

After all that work it was for the best.

The weary butterfly settles on down

For the day has ended without a frown.

Should I Tell Her

Curled up in my bed

With things going through my head

I feel like I'm in bars

While on my arms are these scars.

How can I trust someone after she hurt me

She says its my fault cause I'm with he

He used to love her but now he loves me

She tries to get revenge and get back with thee.

Now I'm stuck with two guys she wants me to choose

I do love them both and its hard but the one I choose

I will never lose I don't care what my parents say

Cause this is my life and I'm going my way.

She will be happy but maybe she wont

Cause he doesn't really go back to the ones before

I was lucky to get him back but now i regret

I wish I could go back and forget.

Should I tell her who I choose

Or should I suffer and fight her till she lose?

Confused Feeling

In a valley of sorrow,

I've been through many lies.

I hope for a better tomorrow,

but all I get is a day where it dies.

At times I'd rather be in bars,

sitting in a corner all alone.

On my arm I have these scars,

no matter where I am I'm on my own.

My one and only love is my life,

my friends are all depressed.

My parents ruin my life with strife,

I'm stuck in a world being all stressed.

Should I live in a world as a lie

or should I let it end and die?