Saturday, May 1, 2010

Help


I lost my one
I lost my everything
I'm stuck with this pain
I'm stuck with this hate
I wish I could go back
I wish I can make things right
I have no one aside me
I have no one that cares
Why don't I just die?
I've been bleeding for hours
It will never end
Why don't I just die?
I told them that I promise I wouldn't do it again
But instead they gave up and left me behind
I'm calling out for help but they can't hear me
It's like there is nobody here
Now I'm a lost person still crying out for help.

What is the meaning of life?

I look up in the sky
I see the days going by
I see the kids growing
I feel the wind blowing
What is the meaning of life?

We live to die
But we die to live
People grow up and die
Others get shot and die
What is the meaning meaning of life?

WE fight to survive
But then we die
So please tell me
What is the meaning of life?

No more


Tear my life into pieces
I can't do this anymore
I'm tired of how I'm being
I wish I could go back
To the person I was before
No one can change me back
I'm stuck like this forever
I need a new life I need a new family
I need a new everything
I'm tired of who I am
I hate getting these guilts
I hate getting hurt
I can't take it anymore
I can't stop cutting
I wish I could but its the stress that is making me do it
I can't take this life no more.

Why


Why do people lie to me?
Why do people want to fight me?
Why is it every time I help someone they hurt me?
Why do I go through these things?
Why am I still alive?
Why don't I just die?
Why doesn't anyone listen to me?
Why do people use me?
Why do I get depression problems now?
Why can't I find good friends?
Why doesn't anyone understand me?
Why should I live?
Why do I have scars?
Why do I get hurt?
Why don't I just runaway?
I want to know the truth instead of wondering why.
I want to shut the door and open my mind.
I want to know the answer no more lies.
I wanna runaway and open my mind.

If I

If I died to day will anyone notice?
If I stayed alive will anyone care?
If I talked to you would you talk to me?
If I was hurt will anyone help me?
If I was falling would you catch me?
If I was sad would you comfort me?
If I love you will you love me?
If I was in a fight would you help me?
If I ran away would anyone look for me?
If I was drunk would you take me home?
If I got shot would you take me to the hospital?
If I killed someone would you help me out?