Does She

Does she know I'm still here?

Does she know that I still care?

Does she know that I'm there?

Does she even bare?

I'm ready to runaway

I'm ready for her to say

I'm out in the cold

It keeps growing and growing.

Does she know that I'm dying?

Does she know that I'm not lying?

Does she know I'm still here?

Does she know I still care?

Does she that I'm there?

Does she even bare?

I'm in the dark crying

I'm done trying

I don't know what to say

I'm only thinking is running away

The pain is still growing and growing.

Does she know I'm dead?

These are the questions going through my head.

Goodbye

Sick of smiling

Tired of trying

Yeah I'm crying

But inside I'm dying.

I'm tired of everyone lying

I'm tired of smiling

I'm losing everyone

I'm losing my trust

Why don't I just end it

Cause in the inside I'm dying.

Why doesn't anyone listen

When I listen to them

Why do people use me

When I don't use them

Now the inside I'm dying.

I scar myself you see

I wish I wasn't me

Everyday in my head

I wish I was dead

I'm going to move away

Hopefully I can find better friends

But no matter what I'm going to end.

So goodbye to all my old friends

goodbye family and goodbye dreadful world

I am never coming back.

Lies

Everyday is a lies

I can't handle it in my life

I'm tired of being used

I'm tired of the abuse

They promise me that they wont lie

But as they go by

They lie, lie, lie.

I hate to lie

I hate my life

All i need is a knife

So now I lie, lie, lie.

So a cut through my arm

I wont hear the alarm

For now I'm gone

So goodbye to the lies

For the world is a

Lie, lie, lie.

I don't know what to think

After that lie

Should I let it go by

Or should i remember it till I die

For all this is a

Lie, lie, lie.

I Love You

The love of my life is my one and only

I will always be there like he is with me

We may be for apart but our love is strong

We share each others life and our problems

We take care of each others problems

We try to make each other happy

The only words i say to him is

I love you, I love you, I love you.

His name is ....................

He is all I ever need

I love him with all my heart

I never want to break his heart

I need him like he needs me

I trust him like he trusts me

The words he says to me is

I love you, I love you, I love you.

Our love is like no other

We'll love each other forever

The only words we say is

I love you, I love you, I love you.

Fighting With Her

Going through many lies

How can I trust someone going by

I ask for some help to forget

But what she did was get revenge that I regret

She blames me for things i do to her

When I do nothing but help her

But she always gives me a strife

Which is a pain in my life

How can I choose the one I love

When all these things are going through my head above.

My Love

My love is my cofidant

He listens to what I say

He helps me solve my problems

Be what they may.

My love wakes up my feelings

Like sunrise starts the new day

Time spent talking and laughing

We like play.

I never have to pretend

When my love is around me

I feel I'm taken care of

Our love is key.

Time has no meaning or end

What our new future will be

Something that's yet to be seen

I do love thee.

Butterflies

I see the butterflies drifting a long

Peacefully flying high up in the sky

Seeming to whisper a slow and sweet song

As the flutter their wings as they go by.

Compared to a beautiful bright red rose

Petals unfolding opening to May

Seeking the sunshine as gentle breeze blows

So too the butterfly flying its way.

After a long time the powdery wings

Grow weary and tired needing some rest

The movement of beating no longer sings

After all that work it was for the best.

The weary butterfly settles on down

For the day has ended without a frown.

Should I Tell Her

Curled up in my bed

With things going through my head

I feel like I'm in bars

While on my arms are these scars.

How can I trust someone after she hurt me

She says its my fault cause I'm with he

He used to love her but now he loves me

She tries to get revenge and get back with thee.

Now I'm stuck with two guys she wants me to choose

I do love them both and its hard but the one I choose

I will never lose I don't care what my parents say

Cause this is my life and I'm going my way.

She will be happy but maybe she wont

Cause he doesn't really go back to the ones before

I was lucky to get him back but now i regret

I wish I could go back and forget.

Should I tell her who I choose

Or should I suffer and fight her till she lose?

Confused Feeling

In a valley of sorrow,

I've been through many lies.

I hope for a better tomorrow,

but all I get is a day where it dies.

At times I'd rather be in bars,

sitting in a corner all alone.

On my arm I have these scars,

no matter where I am I'm on my own.

My one and only love is my life,

my friends are all depressed.

My parents ruin my life with strife,

I'm stuck in a world being all stressed.

Should I live in a world as a lie

or should I let it end and die?