Anger

Looking at the door
I'm waiting for you
I hear footsteps
My anger is getting worse
I look at the table next to me
There is a loaded hand gun
The lights are off and I just wait...
The door slowly opens
The drunken man walks in
Smelling like stripper perfume
He turns on the lights
He see's me, then he see's the gun
I grab it and asked for answers
He thinks its a joke
He thinks I won't do it
But wait...
I'm scared....
I'm weak....
He starts to get close
I got scared and then...
BANG. BANG. BANG.
The gun is shot he drops to the floor
A tear runs down my face
I get on my knees
Dropped the gun
Grabbed the phone
I called the cops
I reported myself for two deaths
One of my husbands
And one of myself
I grabbed the gun
I put it to my head......BANG!!!!!!!
The gun was fired again
Cops came storming in
Sees me as the gun falls
And then me
They tried to save me
But it was to late
I have gone past the light.
Good bye everyone
I wish you well.